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A People Person

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1.
There’s nothing romantic in the dark Save a candle, someone learning shadows on the wall I wonder too, if living's something that I even want to do When I look at the vast, vast, vast, vast land I have claimed I kiss my family I am ashamed I say I love you I am maimed You speak your mind Then you're afraid One day ill be solid but not today not today not today not today I don't want to have to feel good to feel good Does anyone know what that mean I feel alone when I'm surrounded Togetherness suffocating or is it me or is it me or is it
2.
Call me out and watch me burn away Call me out and watch me burn away All voices spoken keep the dogs at bay I pretend listen I will not obey an man Focused agenda Ravaging your body Seem to not include me Fathers a good guy There's a first for everything And I believe in my mothers' twitching right hand under his eye Call me out and watch me burn away Call me out and watch me burn away Kerosene coated throat best smile sweetly One hand across her chest and feel for slow breathing of fire Focused agenda Ravaging your body Seem to not include your fathers a good guy There's a first for everything And I believe in my mothers' twitching right hand under his eye
3.
Kick me I'm a live impale me I can take it a little longer Wished to have you as my whole life Think before you speak for once Point me in a way so I can't Paint myself into the corner It's been slowly death by 1,000 cuts I feel as I've been alive my whole life I don't have direction Without who I'm supposed to be I can't fill my own shadow Wasting myself And myself is not worth the weight of it all
4.
Little Acts 02:36
With each word a white line and crossing over the divide with time I will learn from my mistakes and be better for them When we are horizontal it's quiet like two bricks two sticks I feel homely and unfulfilled Little acts of control I've got this Chew you out if only for the motion seemingly easier than I make it right tell aloud about I'm here for something more then take it all back just to save secure Little acts of control I've got this
5.
Leak 01:08
You think I can make you sad I thought you were stronger than that Do you move for those your love I mean physically not like a song I feel better with you I feel more like I'm supposed to So maybe you are what I need Or does this all just make me weak
6.
It's only really bothersome how I thought something good would've come by now I want someone who tells me what to choose not what to do when the timings right And makes me think that all the things I haven't done aren't worth to do Its on a day like any day, I leave the house and feel my self cave in Trying only matters if you do it right and its not often that I do Trying only matters if you do it right and its not often that I do It's only really bothersome how I thought something good would come
7.
She's the one who you would talk to when something got you down she would always He would listen without judgement make a joke to help you feel less like you do when you do When you reach him he's busier than ever but he puts in effort to call you on your birthday as if it hasn't been four years in between You come home feeling lost There's no shame in calling up them, you haven't talked in a while but that's okay high school friends never die When you hear a name like a thorn through your finger gardening I have to excuse myself in public places I should have called when I thought of you I set it on the back burner of my mind because we all have such busy lives and that's okay high school friends never die
8.
I wish I could blame you, blame your choices take all that's puddled at the end of my spine and throw it back to you but when there's an accident what can you do and tomorrow comes after yesterday everyday just the same sometimes I think maybe it's a trick that I'm not really here that nothing exists and the world doesn't doesn't really spin if I cry enough its just like swimming and from salt to skin I couldn't tell the difference and that's okay with me I wish I could hate you, hate your choices but when there's an accident what can you do
9.
Why I always think the darkest thought after I've told myself I'm over it over it and the difference in a vein is when it bleeds it slowly drips slowly like falling in a dream it feels like hours but it's just seconds and haven't you heard we cant really touch just the sensation of atoms repelling
10.
I am alive and I don't know why I wasn't raised with god so there are no questions Now when it ends, it will just be whatever it is You keep trying to understand why you don't understand There is enough room in hands for two The open or the other, whichever is better If it doesn't matter why do people worry It will just be whatever it's always been But you keep trying to understand why you don't understand
11.
Sleep before me and tell me what you're thinking of when you dream what do you see if it's not the same as me I think we're having the same conversations in different places now that I'm happy I find it hard to say what I want sleep before me and dream before me and I lose mine in wishful thoughts you always sleep before I do dream before I do and you can have it first I'll wait patiently for my turn you always sleep before I do dream before I do and you can have it all I'll wait patiently waiting patiently waiting patiently waiting patiently waiting patiently waiting patiently waiting for my turn

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released February 1, 2021

Written, performed, and co-produced by Sydney Amanuel
Produced, recorded, performed, and mixed by Matthew Politoski
Additional vocals on “Under his Eye” by Michi Tassey (recorded by Mike Nevin)
Mastered by Zach Weeks

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